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Does anyone even read this? [24 Apr 2007|12:21am]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I know I don't...

But in case you do: all that's new is one thing...

I love a boy.

His name is Adam.

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OMFGZ IT'S AN UPDATEZ!!!!!!111112!111 [28 Feb 2007|01:45pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Sooo Adam mentioned that I never update lj and I feel that it's true, and some people didn't even know there WAS an Adam, so I better make a quick update.

1. Angelo and I broke up, because, in short, he's a piece of shit. He lied to my face, and then tried to act like the good guy again and failed miserably. Last night I made it a point to let him know that I will make his balls of steel into paperweights if he ever crosses me again. He brought his new boy-thing home. We had a rule, which was that neither of us is allowed to bring anyone back. Yeah.
So instead of leaving, he first played MY little brother's Gamecube with him, and then proceeded to practically lay on top of him. Now, you all know I have a high tolerance for douchebaggery, but THIS was waay past the limit... So I texted him, telling him, basically, that he's an asshole, and the guy needed to leave asap. His only response was "I didn't think you'd be home." Excuse me? And that's LESS disrespectful? Were you intending to use my BED instead? So, my response was basically: Get out before I make you get out.
And so he did. And then he came back at 5:30 and it woke me up. I got up to go to the bathroom, and when I came back out I said what should be my famous last words: "If you EVER pull that shit again, I will make your life a living hell."
Although, I can see how this is his way of getting back at me for being with Adam.
Yes, Adam. that's our #2.
2. Adam. He's fucking adorable. He's amazing. He's my boyfriend. If you don't know what he looks like, take a look at my myspace or facebook. I've never felt the way I do with Adam before. It's crazy.
I know people probably think "But you're just getting out of a relationship..."
My only response can be: I'm a big boy. I used my pull-ups. I know what I'm doing. I know how I feel, and I know how I feel about Adam, and I've put a lot of thought into it. I know that I see something lasting with him, and I'm not going to waste my time being all like "Ohh, maybe I should be single and keep my options open" and jeopardize such an amazing thing. I'm just going to go with it, and for some reason, if things go to shit in the end, you can say "told ya so." but at least I did what I felt was right.
(Whateva whateva I do what I want!)
So yes, there's your update, ladies and gentlemenz.
And I've decided lo leave this public, because um... whatever. no one ever really logs in, and if other people read it, then pssh, they know what i'm thinking anyway.

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GASP [18 Jan 2007|03:25pm]

The first snow of the year... January 18, 2007. About a month late.
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MEH [15 Jan 2007|11:52am]
[ mood | crazy ]

1: I am psychic. The account just cleared today (It's still not even posted, it's just available.) and so I prepared the rent check. Mind you, it's really really late... So I gave it to Joy, who was about to leave, and I heard the bell ring like 2 minutes later. Apparently the landlord came looking for the rent... So somehow I knew that the rent was going out within the hour.

2: It's never going to snow. It's not even snowing in Boston. I looked at the 10-day on Weather.com and no temperatures are even supposed to be below freezing in the next 10 days.

What in gay hell?

(And I finally figured out WHERE that line came from... It's from "To Wong Foo...")

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Yeah that's me. [12 Jan 2007|03:17pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

You scored as The Vine. In Celtic astrology, you're a Vine (not everything on the zodiac is a tree). The animal symbol that accompanies this plant is the swan. The ancient Druids say Vine people are graceful, discriminating, perceptive, romantic and have good aesthetics. However, Vines may be prone to procrastination and anxiety. They may also appear emotionally detached or even stuck-up.


The Vine


The Reed


The Birch


The Holly


The Ivy


The Alder


The Oak


The Hazel


The Rowan


The Ash


The Hawthorn


The Willow


The Elder


What Tree Are You? (Celtic astrology)
created with QuizFarm.com
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[08 Jan 2007|12:35pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Apparently we didn't get the memo that winter's taking a vacation this year, and fall and spring have to provide coverage.

What the fuck? Where's my damn snow?

Unless, of course, winter's saving up all its snow for a snowy armageddon sometime in March...

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[21 Dec 2006|03:38am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Oh wild-card words...

O Christmas Tree, O Christmas Tree,
You give us so much AIDS.

O Christmas Tree
from the Christmas Song Generator.

Get your own song :

There's a lot worse under the cutCollapse )

So... I got half the laundry done... 3/4 of my xmas shopping, I bought a tree, and the house is half cleaned.

But now more crises have come up.
For instance, a heat pipe in my ceiling is leaking. There's now a hole in the ceiling and the couch is looking pretty sad. We called the Super, but he's fucking useless (At least I think Kofi did. I was told he did.)
My life is a fucking stress fest.

I still need a haircut.
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We're sorry, we've overbooked this flight... we'll be downgrading you to Third-Class on the Titanic. [18 Dec 2006|07:37pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Sooo my schedule had been a little more than overbooked lately. I've been working with both Papyrus and Teach for America. As far back as my memory goes, I was called into work Thursday to help with shipment, I worked at TFA Friday morning and then went to work for Papyrus til 9pm (I probably left at 10 though) Saturday was spent cleaning, until I went food shopping and cooked with Elena. I worked til 9 last night, and then I worked for TFA from 9-6 today. Tomorrow, I have to work for them again, and then work with Papyrus afterward til at least 9. Wednesday I have therapy and it's my only free day to do laundry and prepare for the party. Thursday I work for Papyrus, and then Friday morning I work, and then the party is that night.
Despite the fact that I'm working my ass off, I still have no money.
With the little free time I have I have to:
buy a fucking christmas tree, because my boyfriend will NEVER get around to it.
Clean the apartment, because no one else will.
Decorate the apartment.
Prepare any food ahead of time that I can.
Do laundry. About 6 loads of it.
Eat, sleep, shit, and shower. (Most of these are expendable, though.)
Go to the bank when it's actually open.
Do christmas shopping.
Wrap presents.

Now, you ask me, "But when can you possibly do all of that?"

My reply is only "I. don't. know."

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A little help anyone? [14 Dec 2006|05:14am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Soo Angelo pulled an almost-all-nighter to finish 2 papers tonight. Apparently his 6 pager had some kind of error and didn't save properly. Now I have a temporary file that won't convert itself beacuse I don't have the software (It's most likely at my mom's) and my computer is being a filthy whorebag.

So, here's where you come in: If you know about computers enough to tell me how to fix this, PLEASE tell me so that I may try to get his paper back. If you don't, but you have word, let me know if you can perform a little experiment involving me sending you the file and you seeing if you can open it.

Any takers? Puuuuhlease?

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New look. Sort of. [07 Dec 2006|04:34am]
I put a new background picture on my journal. It's a tunnel in the park by my house.

Now, you might notice a theme with my lj backgrounds...

Do I have tunnel vision?
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MY boyfriend is soooo gay. [03 Dec 2006|10:15pm]
[ mood | devious ]

He's blasting showtunes in the shower.

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Celebrity almost-sighting [29 Nov 2006|07:20pm]
[ mood | content ]

So I ALMOST met Bette Midler yesterday at work.
She came into the store an hour before I got in. Apparently the district manager and store manager were both starstruck. Yes, they're both pretty gay.

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A first [13 Nov 2006|06:14pm]

I'm so angry right now that I'm listening to Garbage.

I haven't listened to Garbage in ages.


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Doogie Howser is gay? [04 Nov 2006|11:33am]
[ mood | impressed ]

So... Thoughts on the subject?
Neil Patrick Harris has come out of the closet.

The modern world is quite surreal.

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Today = Twilight Zone [10 Oct 2006|04:33pm]
[ mood | good ]

So I went to school this morning and had a meeting with my Italian Professor. He was actually REALLY nice! We talked about how foreign language is heavily associated with math and logic. I told him he was absolutely right.
He told me not to worry about the quiz that I missed, and that I would catch up.

Then I went to my computers class. The professor is this awkward mousy woman that I either want to give a makeover to... or punch in the face. I'm not sure. Anyway, the class is bullshit, but was REALLY bullshit today. The projector broke, so we just kind of assed around until she dismissed us.

I went to Italian and he was still being nice. Incredibly nice. To everyone. I think I almost shat myself at some point over how nice he was being.

After Italian, I stopped by the LGBTA room to see if anyone was there for open hours. No one opened the door, so I called Kym and got the keys. When I came back, I had a few little conversations before the phone rang.

Ok, does anyone know the creepy guy in Family Guy who has a crush on Chris? Yeah, imagine someone with a less creepy voice calling you and acting like that. I humored him for a few minutes, because he was Alumni and old and probably just lonely and senile.
No, he was just creepy. He originally gave me his number in case of any alumni events. Then he said he liked to talk to younger guys. Then he suggested I call him to "get some coffee." At that point I was like, letting him know nicely that the anwser was no, and the "Don't call us, we'll call you" routine was going into effect, and then he mentioned that young men turn him on and that was it. I literally said "There are other people in the room now, I have to speak to them. Goodbye."
Fucking WEIRD.

Aside from that, today was just nice. I talked to Tracy for a while afterward, and anyone else who came by the room.

A Jewish man stopped me at the gate for the East Quad and asked me if I was Jewish. I smiled and said no. He said have a nice day. By Jewish man I mean I think he was a Rabbi...
Anyway, that's such a BEAUTIFUL change from the usual "REPENT!" Guy I usually saw. Maybe the Rabbi knocked him out with the Torah. Bravo, Rabbi, Bravo.

Oh, and this weird woman yelled at this man after I asked her if she needed help, and then he asked. She was dragging a granny cart up the steps of the Ave H station. She started babbling to herself about her camera and I just kind of rolled my eyes. Whatever.

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[05 Oct 2006|04:31am]
[ mood | restless ]

AAH! It's 4:30 and I'm still procrastinating...

I think I can I think I can.

I just cleaned the entire sink full of dishes... why? because it's something to do that isn't what I have to do.


Time to hammer out at least a paragraph.

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For those of you who are scurred when you hear BK [04 Oct 2006|09:31am]
[ mood | content ]

Yeah, this is my street. I took them Monday afternoon from my fire escape.

Ocean Avenue is so not scaryCollapse )

I'll take pics of the interior after I do laundry.

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Birthday Weekend [30 Sep 2006|04:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I'm totally jetsetting this weekend... sorta.
Last night was fun. Kat, Mel, Stef, Ang, and I all drank and watched She-ra and Drawn Together. They stayed over, and this morning we had eggs that Kat made, and they all left for a while.
Right now I'm creaning dishes and the living room. At 6 I'm meeting Ang at work, and Stef at 125th st. Then We're going to meet up with Mel at Fordham (She'll get on our train.) And we're going to go to Poorchoice for some more drinks and hanging out.

Tomorrow, I will be making yet another voyage up to Carmel for a party that my mom's throwing. I may or may not stay over.

OMFGZ I'm like Moses. Except Westchester isn't a desert, and We're going for 2 days instead of 40 years.
But you KNOW Moses brought the party with him wherever he went.

Did I mention I have a paper due Wednesday, and God only knows what is due on Tuesday. But who cares? Me? Nah.

(It would be lovely to know that I got the job I interviewed for at some point. I'm dying inside, ever so slightly.)

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Hair Dilemma... [28 Sep 2006|11:03am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

So yeah, I have to get my hair cut. seriously.
I don't want to resort to a super cuts, but I may have to...
The local places are all African places.

Maybe I should go to sheepshead bay and see if there's an italian place somewhere? They'll know how to deal with my impossibly thick hair.

But on the other hand I have no time to do so. It has to be done by my interview tomorrow, and I'm seeing Regina tonight.


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Job interview!!! [27 Sep 2006|06:54pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So... I got a call back to make an appointment for a job interview. I now have an interview scheduled for THIS FRIDAY/ my birthday.

The best present ever would be a nicely paying job.

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