Sooo Adam mentioned that I never update lj and I feel that it's true, and some people didn't even know there WAS an Adam, so I better make a quick update.
1. Angelo and I broke up, because, in short, he's a piece of shit. He lied to my face, and then tried to act like the good guy again and failed miserably. Last night I made it a point to let him know that I will make his balls of steel into paperweights if he ever crosses me again. He brought his new boy-thing home. We had a rule, which was that neither of us is allowed to bring anyone back. Yeah.
So instead of leaving, he first played MY little brother's Gamecube with him, and then proceeded to practically lay on top of him. Now, you all know I have a high tolerance for douchebaggery, but THIS was waay past the limit... So I texted him, telling him, basically, that he's an asshole, and the guy needed to leave asap. His only response was "I didn't think you'd be home." Excuse me? And that's LESS disrespectful? Were you intending to use my BED instead? So, my response was basically: Get out before I make you get out.
And so he did. And then he came back at 5:30 and it woke me up. I got up to go to the bathroom, and when I came back out I said what should be my famous last words: "If you EVER pull that shit again, I will make your life a living hell."
Although, I can see how this is his way of getting back at me for being with Adam.
Yes, Adam. that's our #2.
2. Adam. He's fucking adorable. He's amazing. He's my boyfriend. If you don't know what he looks like, take a look at my myspace or facebook. I've never felt the way I do with Adam before. It's crazy.
I know people probably think "But you're just getting out of a relationship..."
My only response can be: I'm a big boy. I used my pull-ups. I know what I'm doing. I know how I feel, and I know how I feel about Adam, and I've put a lot of thought into it. I know that I see something lasting with him, and I'm not going to waste my time being all like "Ohh, maybe I should be single and keep my options open" and jeopardize such an amazing thing. I'm just going to go with it, and for some reason, if things go to shit in the end, you can say "told ya so." but at least I did what I felt was right.
(Whateva whateva I do what I want!)
So yes, there's your update, ladies and gentlemenz.
And I've decided lo leave this public, because um... whatever. no one ever really logs in, and if other people read it, then pssh, they know what i'm thinking anyway.